terkedu

'terkedu'

thats the first word appeared in my mind

to describe yesterday

i felt something awkward an hour before i went to class yesterday

and it seems like something unexpected is coming up

but really, i dont know what it is

and then..

out of blue

speechless

really2 speechless

the event

"election for the president and the vice president for the 3rd year batch"

its really gonna change the whole of my life along this year

even i'd rather prefer to refuse

but i dont have courage to do so

because i know they have courage on me

kan kan?

thats why i have to go on with this

maybe this had been fated for me kan?

maybe

i should move forward a lil bit

making some progress for myownself

making some changes in my dailylife schedule

perhaps

just like he said

it will help me in the process to be matured

and its even

a preparation for the next level of my life for the next 4years

insyaAllah.. biiznillah..

the only thing that i hope,

nothing much gonna change..

and

may i being abled to carry this responsibility with honour

may everybody satisfied and could give full cooperation towards me

i'm not a girl, not yet a women

i am nobody

not having neither the best attitude nor perfect ideas for everyone

so

surely your supports and cooperation are the biggest precious thing for me

do correct me for any mistakes

do remind me for anything i missed

we are going to move together for the sake of our batch

our 'medicalclick' tau.. ok?

by then,

i'm now officially taking the responsibility and promising that i'll try my very best to do the best for us..

p/s: takottt sgt.. its my first time to hold this kind of responsibility since past 3years.. i've been thinking to be 'nobody' at all in this 6years time. too tired to be 'someone' anymore.. but somehow, this is Allah's planning.. he knows everything, what is the best and what is not for me.. every clouds have silver linings kann..? so.. Redha je laa kann..

so now, i'm having
 a boss..
and
some people under me..
no more freestyle!
ohh its hard i guess..

people keep 'buzz'ing me here and there saying..

TAHNIAH but TAKZIAH

ohhoo.. i wonder what would that mean..