BiG BiG BiG mistake...!

Aduiii!!!

I've never thought and never been expecting that i'll do this big n stupid mistake.. wuaa.. i wish i could turn back times..

yesterday.. 19th december..

aduiii..

how can i describe it?

do i really have to describe everything here?
haha.. maybe not..

enough to say that..

i wuz a totally bad one..

and this 'thing' is playing around my mind since last nite..

i've tried to put it far far away.. but i juz cant do it!

its just so hard to do..

to those who know about this,haha..

rena.. am.. mila..

huaaaa... i really2 dont know what to do now..

i just cant remove it from my mind..

sedeylaa..

when u do a mistake..

a stupid one pulaktu..

and then lagi sedey bila..

u try to solve it, but its getting worst..

(konon2 daa pk abes laa..)

hehe.. dear readers..

u all must have been guessing what kind of mistake that i've commited kan..

umm..

maybe in just three words would be enough..

its about..

SMS

HEART

FEELING

enough kan?

humm..

to whom it may concern..

i juz wanna tell you this.. but i know i just cant do it..

the only thing i can say is..

"please,the SMSs.. dont put it in ur mind.. it wuz my unconscious action.. a stupid one"

huaaaa....

serabut kepala pk pasal ni..

i hope that 'to whom it may concern' tu.. will gimme at least a sign.. that will make me fell relief..

tomorrow..

pleashhh..

(humm cant wait to attend tomorrow's lecture..)

hoping that tomorrow is better than today and yesterday..

Ya Allah.. tolonglah hambamu ini..

tenangkan hatiku..

berikanlah petunjuk kepadaku..

Aminn..